Looking back on at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
cause now I can see
You were the antidote that got me by something strong Like a drug that gets me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
the screwed up side of me that I keep
locked inside of me that I keep
It always seem to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
so many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I nrvrt meant to be so cold
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*ish listening to this song*
I'm just doodling away right now
and felt alittle bored...No one ever calls me anymore. *cry*
It's so lonely lately...and getting use to the new things happening around me. *blah*